My mood

In my mind, in the highest to artistic conception is it spend not fully open, not all round on time? If it blossoms was doomed to die, the full moon was doomed to lack of thin? And the words full? Is destined to all can't like past? Enough is better than too much? If only god can forgive my innocent glitch, in order to win over the heart to evil, just pure want to put the things in the brain of a loose out, because heavy put too long too full, result the overflow, splashing on all over the ground is...... How should I clean up this mess? How should a, the spit it out things to swallow? Again, the full back all the deeply buried...

I'm sorry, a few days ago a neurotic, the results of his van grenade still give others, own's jumped out, have gradually calm, but suffer the two close friends, don't want to admit that all not a line, the original damage really too strong, no wonder he had also will be intimidated, now get in a dilemma to step forward, or let it be, just hope that things don't just pray, god which is too bad, forgive me this first...

In the morning the first idea eyes open: take a deep breath, every day in the sun is new. Results under the bed can't wait up past the curtain-without the sun. This is a kind of ridiculous, fortunately, god have mercy, finally is now the sun is shining. Well, torture for three days, calculated, set free yourself. Wall will pull everyone seems to be getting ddos attacked, as is the evils we! Many people see me this font are the heart of the crooked panic, why......

Put all sad all upset all fear all doubt all all make a mood of the ups and downs of little things were released it, put, put. Return, return,... Long live free

Was shivering, have been frozen to the heart, and not to smile or laugh and cry, and this feeling is not familiar to me. Perhaps as early as this thought will have today it, maybe not in my choice, perhaps after falling to also want to find the answer, this plot and erupt again, the original human sometimes is also unable to prevent, that some things are no longer can be vague, originally the tacit understanding will also be silent, many people out of the original is a coward, original all the original are the facts... For the answer had to end the hope, just need a complete be excuse, need a bucket of cold water in the face of the wave tear, originally puhuo can also.

Turn over the happiness is like plain boiled water ", suddenly thought of what, and turn DuoNian letter, with the little wan up high school in the past about the recall, the message we, the original also once so pure so simple so happy, although less than in the past, but to really hope this kind of mood can continue it, no matter how walking in the way of the future, we sincere friendship, years of accumulation down emotion believe will be with me forever, I wish my life! Lovely little wan!!!!!

Only one side, ending after press disappear from the fear, so feel the sting of the chest, the brain control began to himself ask yourself why...... The more confused, the asked asked the pain. Can't help let others help me answer to the original question, the solution is random. Or

Already very careful, already very reason, why in his own pain is unable to extricate themselves? Forget, can not help but ask, I really understand me, really understand?

Always think others mind, the most mind is their own original, why do you want the sphere of things. Always think the most sensible most indifferent is their own, why but want so opaque processing, was I wrong relationship.

I'm sorry, I'd rather hardness of heart, I would rather do without some fat common powder. Because of the internal not fill blank, because I also not clear pursued by, maybe you are right, I am selfish. Love is far better than to love others.

May have been self-deception, maybe afraid to face the face, have been looking for hole, have been reluctant to admit that escape, good, his mouth in a word, the other in a word, they have been in the fight......

Want to start again, thank you have your days, I still want to with good friends together, maybe this is the best. I still like to take risks, and hope will not die very badly, bless all!!!!!

I will pray for you

Soft music flowed in the quiet space, heart, as the music slowly loose, originally, have a kind of waiting for deep in mind, silent, but inside a long, know that one day, you will eventually come back to me, continue to the end of passion without. But, I've waited a long time, finally only leave alone. Sad, filled in heart, always want to, always want to make your thoughts so not lingering, always want to, always want to make your CARES not so sad. To give heart to you, look forward to tomorrow, whether, still can will get you my oath perfection. Over the heart, still so real, because of that missing, hasn't changed, but now is never found back yesterday and is no more that ambition. Rim is the sky, in a human. This world have too much and loss. At the beginning of a beautiful, perhaps to meet today of separation, the day of gathering, although there is wind have rain, have happiness have sorrow, but, we all feel there is the most happy person. Now, you for your dream, and the pursuit of on the three feet platform, I also to my dream and pursuit for three feet on the outpost platform. You ask when can I take off the military uniform, that I said, I don't have to force when it, yet you say that let the goddess with you!!!! ......... You have your anguish, I have my reasons, just in the fate of the sky, no more the storm of the past sorrow. Now travels far you, whether you have the pursuit of happiness. From friends heard that you now have family, know? In the mountains of I, through their own efforts to had walked into the ranks of petty officers. Loneliness has become my habit, boring to make me calm, the former days the love song to be exchanged for today's brilliant speech, in the wind and rain to travel alone I. Dear girl, I am here for you, present my sincere blessings: happiness, happy................

That I still love you

The girl just 18, at her birthday that night... The boy in the girl said softly: "ear baby, waiting for you for two years, you've finally all grown up. Your next life is to me, let me take good care of you go, if one day I disappoint you, he put his sword in here. The boy pointed to the chest said. The girl silence le...
They cohabitation, but the boy still won't touch the girl.
Innocent girl work each day is to take good care of his line, every day the boy the home chores are finished. Go to work? Boy are busy all day. But saw the girl blinked his eyes looking at himself, he feel what are worth, he is willing to take care of the pure to silly girl.
In the past year
The boy was 24 years old birthday that day, the girl to dress up charmingly, before going out in the boy, girl kiss the boy said: tonight I wait you back to celebrate, you must come back. The girl as boy hand to make the cake, she sitting there waiting for the boy came back.
See will to twelve, she is very impatient, the boy's mobile phone dial the impassability, girl try so hard to tears, the door opened, a face of pale boy came back, he looks very depressed. He came in so that the girl asked: husband, where did you go after twelve o 'clock, has....... The girl pointed to the watch. The boy didn't say just make an effort of the girl in the arms of his. That night, they drank a lot and the girl for the first time to the boy.
Boy woke up, his wine guilt at sleep in nearby of the girl said: wife, excuse me around... I am really sorry, please forgive me a momentary impulse...... After that boys to girls alienated......
Before long, the boy finally broke up, put forward.
The girl asked why... But boy replied: what gave you, I left you what can give my, you or leave. Tomorrow is tidy up thing go. Here has not your place to rein. The boy look very cold.
The girl cry... He has no how she survive. She tried to end his life, but in others save up at the same time she finds herself pregnant, or sad like...
In order to exact point again confirmed his pregnant she was alone checked to the hospital, in the hospital, she saw him, for his care, she told him.
"Sir, if you can't find the heart transplant, then I'm afraid..." The doctor said to the boy.
The girl was very surprised.
She heartache boy.
But the heart feeling powerless.
That night the girl called the boy's mobile phone about meeting him. The boy was on time to arrive, but waited for a long time, the girl or the didn't appear. The boy felt very disappointed.
The second day there is good news, boys can do surgery. He is very happy, he thought he will have to continue to take care of that after only a little silly girl to.
The heart transplant is a success.
After surgery, the doctor said to him: make the heart to you is a pregnant woman, her will is certain to take the heart to donate it to you.
Grateful and he decided to meet her curiosity.
When he saw the of a familiar face, he surprised le. He cried, he was like ground to say: wife, you how so silly around. Don't leave me...... The boy cried so sad, he knows that he is wrong le
When the nurse to the boy a letter. That girl on his deathbed called her over to him.
Read the letter, the boy cried the more sad...
Letter wrote: dear husband, when you received this letter, I was already in heaven look at you, you give me too much, Michael, I in this life can only such, back to you, I can only occupy your heart, you gave me birth place of birth, death, my death you let us live and die together. That day that I have to ask you, but I look at you in other place, I just want a quiet looking at you. In order to you, I made a decision, please don't blame me, the driver is innocent, is my own went up. Because I love you, you and your baby in between, I choose you, the next life I want for you have children. You said if one day you failed to live up to my call I take knife to kill you, you know I love you more than myself, I will only use my life to continue your life, that's for you, I am the best return, husband, that night you didn't sorry I... No I'm sorry, I'd rather, I know you have been don't want to let me hurt... I understand, on your pillow sleep really uncomfortable, the husband... Next life I will sleep in your bed side...
Boy embrace of icy cold of the body said softly: "wife, the next life, I will have a good to protect you...... I love you" but all late... Girl never woke not to......
In fact the world's love is very DuoZhong, as the boy, he kept his disease to break up, and resolutely girl just don't want to drag the girls. Don't want her to himself and pain...
Girl to love her with her life to continue in love with life...... This is love......

I do not want you to be alone

Food sweet gradually from the kitchen. Mother figure at the light is incredibly somewhat rickets. This I in the world the most close woman, is a day, weak, and days old one day she was too weak to take care of. My tears suddenly fell down.
A mother cried,
Mom had been cheated. Liar is not clever trick, but is the use of the mother as a stranger timidity, easily fooled her mobile phone and 300 dollars. Be cheat empress mama look of a few days, all MuMuDe eyes didn't dare to look me, as do the wrong thing children. When I was young, I broke the dishes, is this kind of facial expression.
See her duty member qie qie of look in the eyes, I can't bear to blame the heroic, to comfort her: all right!!!!! Not one broken mobile phones and 300 dollars? Hard words a day, I had earned back! I know mother will not believe, but still say, say that finish turned to work, also do not go out, heard a depressive crying.
I can't believe my ears-memory, mom has been very strong character, and dad noise is turned upside down and never through tears, now, she was crying! I the whole people stood there, not knowing what to do, the cry of woman, she is my mother, I'm hungry and thirsty to she ACTS like a child; Gas the bitter, and she complained to; Like the music, but it is often is the last one and she Shared. She is my foundation I harbour, but now she is so sad, but I don't know how to comfort her pain.
Mom did not marry the eldest daughter of the former is home in one hand, brought up several sibling, who is home after the pillar of the family, a spots up. She likes reading, smart, can be in the mind of the south, I work life of foreign city, she is easy to be cheated, I can see her, there is no shame about injustice and remorse.
Home from work, the mother's eyes or irritation, I have no way of comfort, had to pretend not to see.
At night we slept in the same bed, two people can't get a wink of sleep, will be tossed and turned all crushed creaky beds. Mother is read aloud I wander outside, deliberately cast over takes care of me, just way she rented the house I QianChenBuRan, every day learn to guangdong housewife carefully, just to soup can let me in the country also feel at home.
Suddenly thought of, mama of tears because-were tricked into frustration in second, she must be for oneself give I "trouble" and uneasy.
Impression, this is the second time I saw mom so sad tears. The first is grandpa died, she howled, pour to me about grandpa's life thanks to bitter, about his winter often wear piece of old cotton-padded clothes...... That a few night, mother so tired when it went to sleep, and though his face has been deeply ZouWen, can ShuiRong tender as a child. From that on, I began to realize that, in my eyes always strong mother also have fragile helpless, she, also just a father at the daughter.

Keep the sun in my heart

"A mother's love, take my hands, I walk with every winter and summer during the spring and autumn", "mother, my life brilliant the sun." "A mother's love, my side warm, bright, and downy sunshine". I have been at the poem that I sing through diligence, kindness, enthusiasm, tolerance, perseverance, and wisdom, and kind mother, I have enjoyed sing the rich, sweet, pure, selfless, and great maternal love.

Very early to want to write the words of my mother, often can be picked up a pen to, the tears have eyes welled up, I know what call "mounted". I have witnessed the death of my mother, I genuinely feel the what is pain, I felt the death of powerful, I see a god of death is how terrible cruelty, in the bright, autumn wind bleak in the middle of the night, my mother, give me life, and keep my adult's mother, with her life to attachment, to the life, the desire for her daughter's mind at rest, painful away from me, say goodbye to the world, the mother is so love life ah, I watched my mother in the onset of painful struggle in torture, but powerless, two male doctors tried to rescue, but no matter how to also can't control the deterioration of the illness............. Finally, feebly placed a word "cold, cold is the is too late, for someone to it". She left. I like looking at my most dear as nerd mother yuanzheng binocular stop breathing farewell died. Left the her life for a lifetime in the place, a painstaking effort have built an entire life had not lived three years of the whole village think is a good four COINS new house between red brick. I hate yourself why not do a saving of doctors, hate oneself cannot remove the pain of loved ones, can't save the life of the great mother, I put in vain, and cry out, want to call out the mother. I lost in deep remorse reason...... His mother in person, cannot understand the pain of losing her mother, mother and daughter not deep feelings of the people also can not understand the mother of that kind of lose the indescribable sad the taste, get married the daughter also unable to realize a married mother of children not to lose a tore heart crack lung of painful. I deeply appreciate the sorrow "the idiom" meaning, remember that the night of the courtyard, two tall trees leaves are falling all over the floor, futong leaves are kneeling on mother LingQian on their own, their grief, the cold wind SOB lowly, accompany us cry send mother's coffin to the graveyard...... In a cries, in light of the dim moonlight, my eyes I saw mother's coffin is a few relatives with ropes with thick good and then tied up slowly sunk to stick in advance for mother dug a pit, and then, I call mother shouted in the faint... Mother went to a funeral, no, no, no, no, it BaoChe up good performance, no KuLing artist for her life with the hardships of stricken credit, some just children GanChang grieved cry kith and tears of burst its Banks...

Endless love

Since then, back to the home in the mountains to the old mother, can receive a month by the school to send living expenses, three hundred and eighty yuan. This is her child's department for dozens of teachers. Their monthly pay party dues', also pay the expenses, sometimes people will forget before pay party dues', and from later, never one to forget. For their heart lived with a WeiShan area of the old mother.

A second-year university outside school boys, swimming, drowned unfortunately died. Death was only twenty years old. Things very suddenly. His home, please advise schools to quickly. A few days later, the school at the train station only received a white-haired old woman and a 14 kids, two people wear very old. Originally the dead father has also in students two days before the accident died, had been hit by a car. The old lady is the mother of the students, the little girl is his sister. They live in the old.

The school teachers hearing the news, all was foolish to live. They looked at this from west impoverished mountainous area of old mother, she can't imagine how the earth under the weight of the two tragedy.

The school was worried about an accident, sent two female teachers care her. Ten days, two teachers has been careful to chaperone in the old lady or so, until her son on Tuesday. The whole process from the remote mountain old mother grief. Her tears is undoubtedly for two the dead and drip. All man, for her misfortune fell in tears. People more her future worry. She this years, with a girl, how the life in the future?

Mountain plain old mother and duty. From beginning to end, not put forward a penny from school of claim for compensation, more do not know accused the school watch led to a son of lax the disaster. She said nothing. Just because ShouMai, say hurry back. She said the wheat can't help sun slopes.

She said to the charge of wheat harvest, and many teachers and wept. Is the thought of her again in the future life how difficult.

However, her face before walk, but get a news, is the school has certain compensation for her, is only to extend by the month. The old lady don't know if the nation mountainous area of the subsidies is an issue. She find out exactly what it is.

Since then, back to the home in the mountains to the old mother, can receive a month by the school to send living expenses, three hundred and eighty yuan. This is her child's department for dozens of teachers. Their monthly pay party dues', also pay the expenses, sometimes people will forget before pay party dues', and from later, never one to forget. For their heart lived with a WeiShan area of the old mother.

Among them, some party members, but isn't a party member or shine. There are two old professor, died in before, still let the family make every months in, hand in the money party dues'. Professor died, but he loved ones and take up. No matter how time changes, this has not changed. Dozens of the teacher has been so quietly, in each hand in party dues', also made his own a love. Someone says, if not so far away, we should help her to accept the wheat.

Friends should help each other

Two years ago, because the operating error, he painstaking management for three years, many small company bankruptcy, the overnight, he not only became a poor poor man, but also owe a debt, bottom of being chased around. The home is not return to, reasoning, only to the dermatological department of a friend there to hide.

He and his friend is send small, grew up together, the relation of course is MeiDeShui!!!!! When I was young, there is a time to go to the beach, friends accidentally dropped into water, is he shouted to the man put his save up, this kind of friendship should calculate deep!

But off the train, he and some hesitant, DuoNian no see, friend or the original friend? Remember friend married, he went to the wedding, my friend married a woman, she will be coy won't abandon yourself?

A read so far, he put his pocket money to turn out only counted the number in the railway station, found a the most cheap little between hotel to live in. Thought, a few days is a few days!

In his time over the thought friends seek to come to. Friends of the dust and a tired, angry at him: "you true not enough the elder brothers, to the provincial capital also don't find me, also of I have looked everywhere for you, if it weren't for your mother secretly call me, I also don't know!!!!! He is low head at tiptoe, small voice of mutters "also is not afraid of a trouble to you? You look at me now, dirty, and poor, and smelly, I'm afraid than even the dog."

Friends in his chest beating a blow, "you or the obstinate temper, a friend is used to the trouble, you don't bother me, I just angry!!!!!

At that moment, he will choke in your throat, and couldn't say a word. When the whole world abandoned themselves, but originally, there is also a person deeply miss themselves, and not because of down and out and abandon oneself, have such friends, still can say what? He had to quietly packed with friends to his home.

His wife to his friend packed a bright capacious house, prepared for his delicious meals, also told him 10 million not polite, as home. He take a shower, wash clothes, beautiful for a nap.

Later, he adjusted good attitude, to bank borrowed money, seize the opportunity, finally start anew, not only to pay off the loan, and a stable life.

"A friend is used to trouble," every time I think of this sentence, he in the heart then can warm spring. Later, he always use this sentence to motivate yourself, to try to help those who need help friend.

You are my best friend

We all like China, scholars in China have become close acquaintance conference. But each other identity, a big disparity is the President of the company, a small cadre is authority. Old total filthy, once the value of RMB one million yuan to the museum collections, and I, I save his life to make the one million meeting of the beloved, even if most of China, have no money to buy, can only to feast our eyes, can buy some cheap stuff. But we are all very knowledgeable in the words of faith, and never see eye, and regard each other, all like.

I often become old total sit-each have many high brow functions from Tibetan friend visit, old total hospitality, little I will open seats, the hotel minimum consumption is 1000 yuan per person. This is equivalent to my salary of half month.

I often also please old total eat, such as changed hands a porcelain earned a eight hundred, took old total son to the snack bar, fry a few small dishes, drink a bottle of beer in the two dollars. Old total never abandon me, always delighted. After dinner, I take out a few pieces of old total looking at crumpled up bills to settle accounts, also never rob to go to pay the bill. Although old total often pay for others, have time, I go to old total there to help identify a porcelain, they found a identity officials, outspoken to let old total to submit an expense account some entertainment. Old total amount all didn't even look in the invoice, signed with to make financial, write checks.

Old total said, these people make shall not, alas!!!!! My company, often someone USES milktea herself identity, with all sorts of reason, to submit an expense account, oil, and even made for family members and the expenses for medicine.

My wife had moved a surgery, expenses for medicine so far because of the unit failed to submit an expense account funds nervous. And I didn't speak to the manager, although the expenses for medicine has effect on my life. We are good friends, if the systems I open my mouth will stand by bosses? Like old total also know this, also went to the hospital to see himself would, but I said nothing.

But old total will in unique ways to help me. Once my toilet is leaking, mason was born of managers to go in person to battle, dig floor, do, and then the new waterproof with the cement floor with good, tired get full head big sweat. Old total said, you are spending money, also can not find my hire people to such a bricklayer? I'm happy smile and give old total pass tea.

If I see the mother the countryside, old total will also buy some presents, ten has eight HuiHai driving close to, old total, your mother is my mother. Once my mother special birthday, old total even put off a business, determined to go. Indeed as close as brother, but in many ways, we let people do not. I have a China moves, and money to TaoHuan other objects. Old total would have like, as I said to it, the pieces of China, the market price is ten thousand for two expert, it was a clear price. Old total want to, but I only offer eight thousand, old total understanding laugh.

Only two thousand yuan, it is to old total, I can give enough price, even, can take this opportunity to give me some money, because my life is not bounteous, but old total didn't do so. In their life, we are two different tracks. Old total management company, opening the current car, in hotels, business talk to fly, it may be said, I work in authority pile, although her thin, but enjoy salary. I have a wish, and saved up enough money with his wife, a trip to have long sought yunnan.